Wednesday, January 27, 2010
What did I do to deserve this?
If it's not one thing, then it's another! Read the previous post to find out the most recent drama in my life... until tonight. Kyle came home from playing volleyball tonight and I was laying in bed crying because I miss Dayzee so much. She was such a comfort to me while Kyle was gone. She was really good company. So he came home and asked me what was wrong and I told him "I miss her so much today" and he had a really horrible look on his face, I KNEW something was wrong! Something had to be wrong. He looked right in my eyes and said "I didn't want to tell you tonight but someone stole Dayzee from Kurt's house" and I lost it. I was bawling. So now, not only will I not have her until we move out of the shit hole we live in now, I will never have her again. Kurt was afraid to tell me because he knows I love her so much and I would probably lose it, and I needed Kyle there to hold me and to let me cry, so he let Kyle tell me. Kurt was driving around looking for her and he put up signs. Apparently, some of the kids in his neighborhood saw the other kids hop the fence and take her, but they didn't know who the kids were. I am pretty sure we will never see her again. If you are dishonest enough to take a dog like that, you are not honest enough to give her back. I have no idea if she is ok... if she is scared (which I imagine she is). We don't even know where those kids took her, or if they left her on the streets somewhere. She might not have food there and she definitely does not have her toys. It breaks my heart. Kyle thinks we might still get her back, but I seriously doubt it. I don't want to get another dog now... even when we move back. I can't handle this. It is too upsetting to me. I just have to pretend that Dayzee never was because I can't handle anything else. Kurt sent me this picture yesterday, he had gotten her a new toy to play with. So good bye Dayzee mae... you will always be in my heart and I hope wherever you are, you are safe and happy. You will surely be missed by your mom and dad. We love you. It was a fun year! You kept me comforted when I was alone and you made me happier by just having your fun personality around. Be good and I love you!